[Green eyes, not blue! His voice is a little darker, too, but only because despite being the same age as Gladion, Nathan always sounded naturally lighthearted.
And - Well. Fuck.]
I ...
[Why does she feel so much worse now? Maybe it's the complete mortification adding in a little spice.]
[Guilty, miserable silence warps around some attempt to smile, she's still at a loss for words as he moves. Pasha kind of looks up and between them curiously but ... That baby loves to eat, they're fine for a little while longer.
Only when he comes back, does she end up sounding like some scolded toddler:]
[She definitely made it weird! What does he think about the crazed idiotic adult having weird fever dreams?! Nothing good!]
Oh, I guess I never really mentioned it, [Slow, grateful sips.] I’ve been on my own for over two years now. I just went home sometimes to check on my brother, or throw an egg at my ex-boyfriend.
[Oh, what can she do except blink at him because maybe he’s being serious, but this just seems like his sense of humor peeking out a bit. Even tired, she snickers a little,]
Right? That clerk had no business judging the quantity of eggs I had! A lady needs her hobbies.
And isn't this resting? [She's just ... Sitting! Not doing anything! And enjoying the water because maybe she's still got a fever but who cares. Not her!]
I know it doesn't look like it, but asking me to not think is a challenge.
[Unreasonable request, comrade, try again! He's lucky she's tired or else she'd pinch his face or something since he wants to be all frowny!]
This just isn't, like, fair to you, is all. [She clears that water real fast, and the confession makes her very aware of how exhausted she still is.] You have to know that.
No, that part is fair because I've done this to myself.
[It isn't very often that Nariko says something and immediately wants to take it back but that response - probably wasn't the best way to go about this.]
[They are both really hardheaded people, she knows he could probably argue with her forever, or worse - stop arguing and just do the Frown in silence. It makes arguing pointless.]
I just want you to protect yourself, that's all.
[It's a lot more complicated than that but, hey, she's tired!]
Edited (fixing italics for maximum drama effect) 2024-02-26 05:46 (UTC)
You can protect me by never, ever going near him, or even thinking about it. Because I would rather lose every limb and stitch myself back together, than make another person I care forget about me.
[Okay, look, Nariko is not any more or less immune to embarrassment than a normal person and!!!! That was an mortifying, vulnerable thing for her to say out loud!
It makes that even-tempered response so much more challenging. Her arms fold tightly over herself, sharply looking away from him as if that neutral gaze was as searing as a glare, and then ... Pouts.
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No, it's me. It's Gladion. You want some water?
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And - Well. Fuck.]
I ...
[Why does she feel so much worse now? Maybe it's the complete mortification adding in a little spice.]
... If you don't mind.
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Of course.
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Only when he comes back, does she end up sounding like some scolded toddler:]
I'm sorry. Really.
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You've got absolutely nothing to be sorry about. Not at all.
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[The hand with crescents of blood is free of wounds, they’ve already healed, and she presses the glass to her forehead.]
… It’s not usually this bad.
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It wasn't weird.
[a pause]
And you're alone, usually?
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[She definitely made it weird! What does he think about the crazed idiotic adult having weird fever dreams?! Nothing good!]
Oh, I guess I never really mentioned it, [Slow, grateful sips.] I’ve been on my own for over two years now. I just went home sometimes to check on my brother, or throw an egg at my ex-boyfriend.
[For fun, you know.]
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Sounds reasonable enough. Not weird.
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Right? That clerk had no business judging the quantity of eggs I had! A lady needs her hobbies.
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Either that or you're making chickens into cannibals.
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[There it is, just a bit, her usual cheeriness, and luckily it settles, but doesn't leave the building entirely when she asks, carefully,]
Hey, are you okay?
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Her question makes him pause]
Yeah? I'm fine. Why wouldn't I-- that doesn't matter. You should rest.
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[Stern face goes here!!!!]
And isn't this resting? [She's just ... Sitting! Not doing anything! And enjoying the water because maybe she's still got a fever but who cares. Not her!]
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No thinking, that's not resting.
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[Unreasonable request, comrade, try again! He's lucky she's tired or else she'd pinch his face or something since he wants to be all frowny!]
This just isn't, like, fair to you, is all. [She clears that water real fast, and the confession makes her very aware of how exhausted she still is.] You have to know that.
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she's right. not thinking is a challenge for him too]
Life isn't fair. Its not fair you're going through this. I'd rather I were here, than not.
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[It isn't very often that Nariko says something and immediately wants to take it back but that response - probably wasn't the best way to go about this.]
I'm putting too much on you.
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[the Frown grows]
You aren't.
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I just want you to protect yourself, that's all.
[It's a lot more complicated than that but, hey, she's tired!]
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he faulters]
I will. I do. But I wanna protect you too.
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You can protect me by never, ever going near him, or even thinking about it. Because I would rather lose every limb and stitch myself back together, than make another person I care forget about me.
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Hmm.
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It makes that even-tempered response so much more challenging. Her arms fold tightly over herself, sharply looking away from him as if that neutral gaze was as searing as a glare, and then ... Pouts.
Just pouts!!!!]